Sunset Delight

This photo was taken 9 years ago today on 1-6-2012.  Wow, what a difference 9 years could make!! 

I still remember that calm day from 9 years ago when I just started my photography journey. The air was cold, but fresh; the pond was empty, but not lonely; the sun was setting, but brightly beautiful with endless hope...

Nine years later, today, I still see hope.

My Father

As I sat here composing this email, I wasn't sure how to title the message.  Should it be about "decluttering" or about "my father?"

My decluttering effort is relentless.  Today, I found a package of film negatives from 1991.9.17 to 1993.10.10, when Michelle stayed in China with my parents.  The package contained 35 envelops, each containing one roll of film negatives with dates clearly labeled on the envelop. Many envelops had dates with event names attached (see attached).  This was my father's efforts from almost 30 years ago, trying to help us organize memories of baby Michelle -- in such level of detail and specificity. 

As I went through each of the 35 envelops, three thoughts emerged:

1.  My father understood recycling in the most authentic way. He used envelops of my letters to organize the films.  I used to write a letter to them every week, it was our only way to communicate 30 years ago.  

2.  I have always considered myself to be extremely fortunate to have such loving parents.  However, sometimes, their deep love was hidden in the most trivial and seemingly unimportant aspects of our lives.  It wouldn't be discovered until maybe decades later, when we finally slow down AND allow ourselves to take the time to search.  To that end, I did go through each envelop today, read every note of each event on each day -- this was my way to let my father know how much I appreciate everything he had done for me.

3.  I couldn't help to wonder what went through my father's head when he decided to organize these picture films so carefully.  He might be thinking that some day I would need to find one particular picture's negative -- I might want to enlarge the picture or print more copies... How could he imagine today's digital world back in 1991?  How could any of us be able to imagine our way of life 30 years from now??

Goodbye 2020

2020 will go down history as one of the very few years that billions of people wish to forget. At the end of 2020, history deserves a tally of the human price we've paid, and continue to pay... May each lost soul Rest in Peace.

U.S. 2020 Covid-19 death toll:

2/06/2020 = 1

2/17/2020 = 2

3/06/2020 = 3

3/31/2020 = 4,028

4/30/2020 = 61,481

5/31/2020 = 103,781

6/30/2020 = 126,141

7/31/2020 = 152,075

8/31/2020 = 183,068

9/30/2020 = 205,998

10/31/2020 = 228,675

11/30/2020 = 266,887

12/31/2020 = 342,414

1918 Spanish Flu: U.S. deaths = 675,000 = 1.35% of the world's total deaths

Covid-19 (as of 12/31/2020): U.S. deaths = 342,414 = 18.9% of the world's total deaths

100 Years Ago and Today...

It's about time for me to utilize my analytical skills to help you see Covid-19 stats horizontally and vertically.  Attached below are the Covid-19 numbers from yesterday, 12/28/2020. 

Infected cases: US = 23.7% of the world

Deaths: US = 18.9% of the world

During the 1918-1920 Spanish Flu, US deaths = 1.35% of the world (675000 / 50mil = 1.35%).

US population in 1920 = 106.5mil.  US Spanish Flu death rate = 675000 / 106.5m = 0.63%.

US Covid-19 death rate (model projection through 3/31/2021) = 560000 / 331mil = 0.17%.  However, 3/2021 will not be the end of the Covid-19 death.

When reaching 675K deaths in later 2021, the US Covid-19 death rate = 675000 / 331mil = 0.20% (not much better than 100 years ago, when we didn't have vaccine or ventilators or Ecmo machines, etc.).

It's hard to comprehend the fact that 100 years later, with the most advanced medicine in the world, US in 2020-2021 will have at least 675K deaths from the pandemic, the same amount as the pandemic from 100 years ago.  Just take a minute to think about it -- if this is not stunning, what is????? 

I hate to express all these deaths as numbers.  Dr. Michelle called me late Sunday night crying -- because of the overwhelming amount of the dying patients in her ICU unit... So many people's lives have been deeply impacted and altered, forever.  Take a minute to let it sink in.  Cherish life and share love with those who are in need.

 

 

Happy Holidays!!

Happy Holidays!!

Feels like I have been sending these holiday greetings for the past many, many years... However, this year is different, in many ways.

As difficult as it has been for all of us over the past 9 months, I am grateful for everything I have. The past 280 days have taught me how to truly understand the pain and suffering of many other people; and how to truly appreciate life - each and every day.  Although the concept of "living life fully" has become a bit harder to grasp these days, I sincerely hope that 2021 will offer new opportunities for all of us to challenge our limits, test our true capacity to live a happy and productive life during uncertain times.

Wishing you and your family a safe, healthy and happy holiday season!!

The Unthinkable...

Did you ever have dreams about going to school without your backpack? This nightmare had followed me for years until long after college... I remember every time waking up from the nightmare, I felt that the event was so unthinkable that it would never happen to me in real life.

Well, the unthinkable did happen to me this morning, in real life!!

I was dragged out of bed by the alarm clock at 6am.  I planned to go take some special photos of the red maple leaves.  The place was about 35 miles away from my home. I rushed through everything and got into the car... When I arrived at the location, I realized that I forgot my camera bags -- two of them, carefully packed and put by the doorway last night.

Wow, can you imagine that?  For a few seconds, I really didn't know what to do -- Do I go home to get the camera bags?  Do I even have time to come back to catch the first light??  Should I just forget about the whole thing???  

What should I do???  Wait, didn't I just learn to accept imperfection?  With that, I pulled out my iPhone and snapped 1 shot -- just to record the first sunlight shining through the fall leaves. 

Not perfect, but it captures the sentiment... 

Hoffman Estates, IL

October 24, 2020

Sound of Autumn (2)

Knowing how precious, fragile, and unpredictable lives are, what I've learned over the past 6 months is to accept imperfection -- it's okay to take a trip without producing perfect photos; it's okay to take a photo without perfect lights; it's okay to frame an image without the leaves perfectly lined up...

Life is actually perfect when you allow yourself to step outside of your own world and be able to enjoy it thoroughly -- in whatever shape or form.

Door County, WI

October 10, 2020

14 hours covering 612 miles